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//posted Monday, October 30, 2006
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My CUPCAKES! So cute!! Little candy-corn pumkins on top! I got little bags for them and put them in there, that way the kids had a way to save them till lunch!
 Our pumkins, precarving!

Our pumkins after craving, with a pattern of course! So fun! Mine is the one on the right! Gwu said I won this year because mine is cooler! He always has the best one! Halloween weekend! So we had a really fun Halloween weekend! On Friday night we went out to OSF with Josh and brandon. Brandon is so funny, he makes up crazy stories, and I love going along with it. We ended up discussing that if the world was taken over by huge bacteria covered bugs that breathed fire, and I hadnt stayed in my compound because I didnt pay the PUD bill I WOULD in fact go to Mars in a spaceship ha ha! So silly, I appresate his humor! Anyways then we went to their apt. and watched DODGEBALL which they had not seen before! So that made it fun since they had never seen it before they laughed alot. So then on saturday me and wu went to go get my flu shot but it was a MAD house. It was just crazy crazy busy.... so I decided to just get mine at safeway next week and pay 18 extra bucks. Anyways so then we went to IKEA and got a new comforter cover for our new down comforter that is coming in the mail in the next week or so. Also got some mixing bowles, candles, a wok, and a welcome mat! At 3 our APT. was having a fall fest with jazz music puppet show and food. We went over there for about 2 hours and ate some snacks and listened to the jazz. SO MANY kids in costumes! So fun to watch. I love wathcing Asian mom's I never see them lose their cool like american moms. Always seem so much Happier with there kids than American moms. I just like watching their family dynamics, just seems happier than american families. So after that we decided we were going to carve pumpkins so we went to Walmart to get the patterns and pumpkins and they didnt have either! So then we went to a halloween store and they had the patterns, so then on to safeway to get pumpkins! NO PUMPKINS! boo! So we werent able to carve on saturday... so we went to Blockbuster and got Funny Farm and Monty pathon and the Holy Grail. We watched Funny Farm, which is a old Chevy Chase movie that I have watched with sammi and my dad a million times. We all just love Chevy Chase... but most people dont so they dont find it as freaking hillarious as we do. Christmas Vaction and Vaction the funniest movies ever EVER! Anywho! So then on Sunday we went to a farmers market in MT. View and finally got some pumkins. Then we went over to Safeway and got stuff for dinners next week! love going to the store! Then we came home and carved pumpkins and I worked on making my cupcakes! Got that all done Just in time to go meet Aric and Sharon for Sushi in South San Jose. It was nice to go with them, becuause they are a nice couple but also because they go eat sushi all the time! Wu and I have never been out to sushi before. Oh man some GOOD stuff. Jalopeano sushi was amazing! yum! Then we went over to their apt, with was HUGE! Two stories, with garage only 5 dollars more than we pay, but its because it was in South San jose not very conveant. But still SO nice! We played a bored game called Power Up that was pretty fun. I ended up coming in 2nd place. not too bad! ha ha! Just really nice to hang out with them, since me and wu dont have another couple to be friends with. Its nice because you are free to talk about yourselves as "we" etc and no one looks down on you. It was just nice, we will totally hang out with them again! Anyways! I better get cracking on my physics stuff before Wu gets home! ha ha!!
Amanda gossiped at 3:09 PM
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//posted Friday, October 27, 2006
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 Waves and Weather: My Friday:
This picture is amazing! I wish I would have seen it before I started my studyies today of the weathers systems. So today I have been working on figuring out how weather works! Cold fronts/Warm fronts etc. What are clouds made of, why does it rain etc! SIGH! Then I moved on to waves (mechincal (sound) and electomagtic(light)). I like how I don't know anything about these things and I have to relearn them. BOO CA school system that didnt teach me any science untill 7th grade, and that was sad at best. Well I am glad that they have these standards now, because what they were doing certianally screwed me. I guess the No Child Left Behind Act isnt so crappy after all. ( I say that now.... I might change my mind once I am a teacher... ha!) Anayways! So now I am just feeling all around tired with it all. I have studied alot this week! Good for me! I can't wait for these test to be over, I take this one on the 4th and my next test isnt till january 20th, but mostly focuses on chem. and bio. I think I can do that even though I might be starting school by that time! I HOPE!!! Oh and while I have been doing my studies I have been listening to KBSG 97.3 they just started streaming online! yay! my seattle oldies! They dont have an oldies station like 97.3 here, so it pains me!
Mmm... what else is up. WELL! I got my lab results in the mail today... mmm what does it say.... LOW GLUCOSE levels... Really low like 20 points lower than normal range. UH... so I see a note from the DR on it... it says tests look good glucose low due to fasting. UH WAIT, I wasnt fasting!! I have had a fasting test taken before so I know how to do them but no one asked me to fast so I ate breakfast and had a coffee that day before I went. GOSH! So that puts alarm bells in my head, so I called the dr to leave a note with them to tell them uh i wasnt fasting. They need to look into this more. THIS COULD BE THE REASON i am SO freakin HUNGRY all the time.AND GAINED all this weight. If my blood suger is off then it makes TOTAL sense! Blood suger is low... body says EAT... so I eat a ton to make the hungre stop. BUT if I am like hypoglycimic or something then I would need to eat all the time, but SMALL things etc. My whole eat ONLY three times a day no snacks thing would be doing the excate WRONG thing for me. BAH! I feel kind of excited because maybe I will get this mess worked out! I mean right now I am not having my hungre problems (like during the summer I was having it ... where I would be SO unbelievable hungry and I could NEVER get full. terrible I hate it. I mean I like to eat always have ... but NOT to this level. I used to eat such small portions, and now I just cant becuase i feel so hungry. BAH I HATE THIS! I hope hope that this could be cleared up and then I will be given ways to fix it. Stupid other dr. giving me acid reducers. BOO to that. Why wouldnt you just check my freaking blood suger first. Anyways, I might be jumping the gun here. Could go get another test and it will be totally normal. Still I do need another test becuase this last test is not right, since I wasnt fasting etc. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I left a note with the dr. so they should get back to me on monday.
Oh and I looked up the pnemonia shot that I got on tuesday. Normally given to people over 65! God i hate my life. But given to me becaues I am on immunesupressents. Oh well! My arm is still aching! And I have to get my flu shot tomorrow, I am getting it in the other arm ha. Yeah this dr office has their flu shots on the weekend. Boo so who knows how long I will have to sit in line. AND i dont know if Wu is going to go becuase he doesnt want to be talked into getting one. LAME LAME. Get the damn shot... worth it... the flu is AWFUL. boo!
Well ths sun is setting here! I have a nice view of the park and a nice view of the sunset and the sounds of airplanes! Pretty good stuff!
This weekend we have a FALL FEST here at our apartments! Should be fun! Starts tomorrow at 3;00 :) wee! Me and wu are also going to go get pumpkins and carve them! should be a very fall type weekend! Then on sunday night i am going ot make some cupcakes for my yes reading peoples! I got chocolate cake, vanilla frosting (and orange food coloring! to make it orange!) and little candy corn pumpkinds to put on top! Cute cute! Everything was on sale so it was slighty cheaper than getting some candy. ha ha! yay! happy! I LOVE having my own kitchen to bake in! I have been baking like crazy! I dont have too clean up anyone elses mess, because my kitchen is always clean! Its just great... could not love it more!
OH wu just called Brandon, and Josh are going to come to OSF with us! wee! That should be fun i think... borning too but whatever i will be eating tons so i dont care!
Amanda gossiped at 6:11 PM
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//posted Saturday, October 21, 2006
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Alrighty! So it is 8:oo on a saturday morning and yes I am awake. I didn't go to bed untill like 2:30 but still here I am. I woke up with pain in my hands and anxiety. Okay please tell me how much you hate that too. (Okay the pain of course who doesnt, but the anxiety!!!) I just hate it, and I dont know about you but it always takes me a second to figure out that I am stressed for nothing. I am normally stressed about SOMETHING regarless how stupid, so I hate when i wake up and it is over nothing. Then it takes hours to "calm" back down. I am still fully functional but I just feel the anxiety in my belly and I feel on edge. GR gr. Oh well the life of a manda. So yesterday I did work on geology all day, only got 3 questions answered but also talked to friends online amost the whole time. (darn you destractions! why cant you be around like say NOW ha!) So Wu came home around 6:45 with Brandon and we went to go eat dinner at this place called On the Boarder. We had never been there, and it was just a chiles that the made mexican food in. (so not very good! the chips were awesome though...) Acutally we thought it loooked so much like a chilies that we loooked on the back of a chilies gift card we had sure enough can be used at ON the Boarder resturants. ha ha! Wu thought of that, so smart! So we had 10 on our card so it saved us 10 bucks! woo! Anyways then on movie. Gosh I dont want to taint but it is not what I thought it was going to be. It was fine, but not funny, and just kind of sucked. The female lead was an idoit (as I am finding most woman in movies are .... why is that???) Anywho... I wouldnt go see it in the evening if I were you. If you still really want to go see it then go see it in the afternoon. Just my suggestion. GOsh I dont think I like movies anymore..... the last movie I saw that I liked was Little Miss Sunshine, and I have seen alot of movies before that and after that I didnt like. Oh well! So after that we stopped by the house and got one of the laptops and went to Brandons apt. His new roommate and garretts friend Josh had just got back from Europe and is going to start at google soon. Gosh, Brandon and Josh are really nice. Josh is one of the only people I liked that we met last summer. But with all that said there are time when they are talking have NO idea whats going on. I mean come on.... thats got to be one of the only jobs like that. where you have NO seriously background in what they do. OKay so when I become a teacher.... everyone knows what I am talking aobut !!! they all went to school! ha! I mean I am sure there will be state standards thta I have to know that other people wont.... but they are easily described if needed in a converstation. SIGH! I mean these computer science people can be so boring they know it! They well break the converstation say sorry to me and then keep talking. eh.... So they were talking something about security.... i have no idea what so i just said SO my myspace got hacked. ha ha! I mean I sound like such a fool next to these people. god... kind of hate that how the frick do you make friends. Anyways, at the end of the night though Josh asked when I am going to interduce them to my hot single friends. So then we chatted about my plan of bring poor cute teachers together with rich googlers. Match made in heaven! ha! Then we watched arrested development... the best show ever. So anyways that was my night! Anyways so this week... I became an elections officer. I am going to work at the polls on election day! I have a 3 hour training on the 3rd, and a set up on the 6th and I work 6am-9:30pm long day! I will bring a book or something! But i will make 100 bucks! woo! how exciting. Found it on volunteer match so should be interesting! Anywho! I think i am going to get up take a shower and go get some donuts! That sounds awesome! I look at them everyday in safeway (where i go to get coffee (starbucks) alot)
Amanda gossiped at 8:21 AM
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//posted Monday, October 16, 2006
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 Me, Wu and Sammi at the Coke store. Sitting at the counter drinking coke from a bottle!
 Me, Sammi and my Grandpa Moran outside the Little Chapel of Flowers were my dad got married to Jan.
ALL my cousins! (Acutally have 3 more but they were not there.) From the left top: Me, Stephan (16), Kevin (12), Zack (17), Sammi (20), Jermey(12), Jake (8), and Kurt (10).
VIVA LAS VEGAS! So Vegas was interesting and pretty fun. Friday we got there without a hitch. But San Jo was very busy! Busiest I have ever seen it! But we got though with plenty of time and even had time to stand in a super long starbucks line! ha ha! So we got there and met up with my dad and Jan, and Sam. We went to go get my bag while my dad waited for my Aunt Nikkie and my Uncle Cory. So we waited and waited for one of our bags but it didnt come! It missed the flight! BOO! So I went to the baggage area and they said they would get it and deliver it to the hotel. So from there we went to go get a taxi! (most taxis I have ever taken in my life in the Vegas!) We went to the Excaliber where me, wu and sammi where staying. My dad and Jan were staying at the Luxor. (the pyramid! very neat!) So to make a long story short on friday we went to the Venican and walked around (it had gandla rides but we didnt go on them just watched) went to the Fashion Show mall there, ate buffet, me and Wu walked around the strip once everyone split up. As we went to go walk around it started POURING down rain. So we just walked though the luxor and to mandalay bay. Then it stopped raining and we went to the New York New York and had some cheesecake! Its really neat they had it set up like it was the real new york inside. The bulding in Vegas really are awesome! I think it would be an AWESOME place for all us to meet up at for a long weekend or something! It would be so fun! So many swake resturants we walked by ... and ALL the pretty girls were dressed in the latest clothes. I was not sadly enough.... but I know what to wear for next time.... whatever is at the hight of fashion! ha!
Saturday I got up around 7 and got ready... needless to say I waited almost 3 hours for wu and sammi to get out of bed and ready. I was getting impatient and I have seen from this trip that I get that from the Morans. My dad, and all his brothers are the same way.... when they are ready to go they want to move! One of my uncles thought it was too long to wait for a cab once and so just started walking (the 2 miles ) back to his hotel with his family. Just like something I would do got NO patients when you want to GO! So anyways again to make a long story short we waited 2 hours for lunch with the family. I was so hungry and thristy by that time I was shaking... Wu noticed and asked if I was cold and I just said yes because i didnt want my dad to feel bad because I was SOO hungry. Man... i am a 3 meals a day type girl, otherwise i get sick! Anywho! so from there we all split up and me wu and sammi wanted to the paris, the coke store, and the m and m store. Wu was going to buy me my own custom bag of m and ms till I saw they were 18 dollars a bag. UH NO! ha ha! SO then we went back to get ready for the wedding. Again, wu and sammi were trying to drive me insane with there not getting ready thing. So we were talking LIMOS to the chapel and so the boys went in one and the girls went in another. It was neat to hang out with the moran girls... even though I am nothing like that side of the family. If you look at the pics I dont look like them or act like them. Not all in a bad way but I am just a chaple. I look like one and act more like one. I tell WU all the time.... LOOK what I had to work with (chaples and morans uuuuhhh) so I am trying to take my "raising" and try to disregard it most of the time to try to become a better person. OH WELL! anyways so we got to the chapel and it was really nice acutally. Made it nice with the whole family there. OH YEAH! And my Grandpa was a surprise! He didnt tell my dad he was coming and my dad tryed to surprise me with it but he failed ha ha! It was nice to see him! I got his email address and sent him one today! Anyways! The cermony was really quick but very traditonal sounding not vegasy at all so that was nice. Oh and by the way Jan seems nice. She owns her OWN beauty school... fancy aye. I asked her what I should do with my hair she said carmel highlights. Mm... maybe I will. Anywho during all the time Sammi was sending me text messages. I guess she forgot what a jerk my dad can be... that is just his personallity (thinks the world carthers to him... sound familiar smithers????) I just SMILE SMILE SMILE and say Oh yes dad... that sounds great blah blah. I just try to be the sweetest girl I can around him so he doenst freak out on me. Sammi doesnt and gets annoyed with the whole thing. She thought jan was too nice for my dad but i dont think so ... since I dont know her. It wasnt like she was a sweet littke school teacher or something. Plus it sounded like she has been married a couple of times.... it was never acutally said. Anyways! After that we went to a steak dinner which was nice and there was even wedding cake!
So on Sunday we left at 7 for the airport which was good! Becuas eit was PACKED! My dad took us there in a taxi and we said our good byes! Even gave Wu a hug! Wu said that he was so nice to him on saturday... hadnt really been that nice to him before. Never said anything in partical just not nice. He told garrett that he was so happy he could come and really appresicated it. Introduced him to people as his furthur son in law etc. So i think its all good. I think that my dad was happy that I am just able to study to go on the get my masters and dont have to work right now. I think he was happy about that.... and probably about how american wu is. Since wu is a bannana! (yellow on the outside and white on the inside! ha! wu says this not me!) Wu is just like any other american so I bet that made my dad happy. I know it is lame and shouldnt matter but it does to my dad.,... oh well! anyways so that is the trip in a really long nut shell. I might think of more and write more later. Gosh this post has taken me like an hour!
Amanda gossiped at 5:10 PM
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//posted Thursday, October 12, 2006
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Alrighty well today I have been getting us all packed for VEGAS tomorrow. I got a taxi and they are coming to pick us up at 7:45 and our flight is 9:30. Should be there is PLENTY of time, since SJ is the smallest, most stressfree airport ever! Gosh I love living by the airport because I always see planes taking off and landing! Its very exciting! Also I am not as nervous as I normally am about flying since I see them take off every day, and hear them everyday. (basically those arent crashing I dont see why mine would.) Well the scariest part of it for me is take off but since I see it all the time, I don't think I will be as nervous. Anyways! So i packed alot of clothes since I have NO idea what we will be doing while we are there. Nice dinners? Probably... so I brought two dresses one for each night. I am so happy because I was able to fit all of our stuff and the huge present into our two little Google bags. Yippy! These googlebags wu got us are pretty cool, the are small little suitcases that have wheels and strapps too so you can cary it like a backpack! Neato! So i was afraid I wouldn't be able to fit everything in but I did! Little nervous about seeing all my family again! My aunt will be there with her husband (aunt nikkie and uncle cory) my two other uncles with ALL their kids will be there. (my uncle mike and aunt amy (who has the same birthday as me so i have always liked her! ha!) and there two kids Kurt, and Kevin its actually Kurt Russell like the actor but its really because my grandpa name is Russell ha!) also my uncle shane and my aunt kimmy and there 4 kids! I only know 2 of them and I knew them when they were babies! They are 15 and 16 now! ha! I remember when we called the youngest one, Stephen, Tweety bird because he had such a big head! ha ha! I wonder if they still call him that. They have grown up to be real boys! I am friends with them on myspace crazy! They look like they are popular too I didnt get the cool kids genes darn! So I hope they are all as nice as I remember. Me and sammi were chatting about that, since i always felt more excepted with the morans they dont look down on me. The chaples tend to look down on me and sammi for some reason... at least it feels like it... we arent chaples... blah blah.... well I am just as much chaple as i am moran... lame! For some reason they want to act like they are better than us or something as least that is the vibe I get... whatever! Lets hope the morans dont ruin it! ha! And then there is the whole WEDDIng thing! Jeeze! I have to meet Jan.... mm... sammi is really weirded out by it, more so than me. I dont really care... I probably will never see her. I am sure she is nice enough and if she isnt well then whatever. Ha and I am wearing my new black dress because I havent got to wear it yet.... and I really doubt that they know that wearing black is no good at a wedding. Anyways Its VEGAS who cares. If you care so much about tradition then you would NOT get married in vegas for crying out loud. weird. Mmm jan has two sons wonder if they will be there. They are in the military so probably not. ooooh just turned on the Daily show. Love it! and drinking diet coke how awesome is that! Oh and have a nice breeze blowing in with the balcony door open with my pumpkin candle lit! OOh and wu will be home soon to make me Thai red curry for dinner! LUCKY ME!! wee! and i made brownies yesterday so I will probably eat those too! Oh and THE OFFICE IS ON TONIGHT ajdfkladjflkafjd! You got to start watching the amazingness that is the office! I am going to get some on the tablet(computer we are bringing to vegas) so we can watch them on the plane! yippy!
Amanda gossiped at 4:59 PM
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//posted Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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Here are some grad school interview questions I found. Going to try to answer these... mmm... lets see how far I will get.
Tell me about yourself.
Mmm... what do I say here? Do I act like they havent seen my applcation? Well, I just graduated in August from the University of Washington with my Bacholores of Science in General Biology. I have been interested in becoming a teacher since I was in elementary school, and since I have been in college I have relised that I would like to focus on teaching science/biology. I have enjoyed my studies in biology and also worked very hard to get to this point, and I would like to be able to share the joys and strugges of science with future students. At the University of Washington I was a member of the transfer honor society Tau Sigma and a member of the national biological honors society Tri-Beta. While at the University of Washington I also was an active member of there community outreach program the Pipeline project where I was able to volunteer in Seattle Public schools, and spend my spring break of my senior year volunteering in a public school in rural washington state.
What are your strengths and weaknesses?
I feel that I am a hard worker, dedicated, motivated, and unafraid to take on a challage. Also I feel that I am a compassionate person, and a good teacher. I have frequently in different jobs been promoted to become a trainer. Even in jobs where I have felt uncertian of my ablities I have still shown to my empolyers that I am good trainer, and I feel that people I have trained have been responsive to me. I feel like all of these skills has helped me through college and in the working world. ** do i need to explain WHY i am these things???
I feel that a weakness of mine is a fear of they unknown. When I am exposed to an oppertunity to do something that I have never done before I tend to try to shy away from it. I feel that my time at the Univeristy of Washington has helped me, since I was in new situations frequently. This is something that I feel is a weakenss but something that I am aware of, and something that I do try to "fight" off when i know I need to.
What are your plans if you’re not accepted? Plan B?
Uh.... If I was not accepted to any program to become a teacher, I would do subsitute work since I has passed the CBEST and this allows me to do that. I have always wanted to be a teacher, and I would find someway to do it. I would sub. for a couple of years and then reapply to a teaching program. If i wasnt able to support myself on subsitute work I would also take a job working at the airport. I love working with people, and I feel that working iwth people is an area I can excel in.
What do you believe your greatest challenge will be if you are accepted into this program?
I feel that the greatest challenge to me, would be learning how to manage a classroom. I feel that this is a challenge that I would be able to face and still be able to do well in this, but I feel that I would have a difficult time with it. I have not had much expericane in management. I have worked in a classroom but always as the volunteer never as a disapination. This role would be tough for me, but I feel that with the acciquite triaing I would recieve here at Santa Clara I would be able to master this challenge.
In what ways do you think your previous experience and coursework have prepared you for succeeding in our program?
Thought the university of Washington Piepline project I was able to take two seminars related to teaching and volunteering in a classroom. The most pertinate one to my future goals is a semeniar called Inner Biology that focused on volunteering in a classroom during their science time. I was able to learn about the importance of teaching science and even was able to deveople my own lesson on biology and teach it to the class. I taught a class of second graders about Bacteria and even had them conduct their own experiment forming hypothesis about where they might find the most bacteria in the classromm ae and why. The class was able to cutlure bacteria from around the classroom and I was able to grow these plates and bring them back to show them. I formulated this lesson plan using The American Association for the Advancement of Science benchmarks for scientific inquiry for grades k-2. People can often learn about things around them by just observing those things carefully, but sometimes they can learn more by doing something to the things and noting what happens.
What courses have you enjoyed the most? The least? I have enjoyed all my seminar thought the pipeline project because it has allowed me to volunteer in a classroom. I have also enjoyed my courses about Conversation, ecology, and plant indentification. I have enjoyed these courses so much that I would like to be able to contiune my studies of these topics in the Masters program Environmental literacy and ethics. Some of the courses I have enjoyed the least have more to do with the ritumentarys of the course and not the topics of the course. I enjoy learning and enjoy learning aobut most topics, but I can get frustrated when the course is more about memorizing a few topics of the test, and not about exploring the topic.
How would your professors describe you? Why have you chosen to apply to our program?
I have choosen to apply to this program because I like that I will be able to work towards my creditals and work towards a masters degree. My goal is to get my masters degree so I will have even more knowledge to better teach my future students. Not only am I intersted in getting a masters degree to better teach my students but Santa Clara has a masters degree in the area of study I am most fasinated by, ecology with a focus in conservation. I have not seen any other school in the Bay area that offers both of the things I wanted in a masters/creditals program. This combination is really the perfect fit for me, and when I firsted looked at the website I immmentaty knew that this was the school for me.
Why did you decide to become a (i.e. physical therapist)?
I have alwasy loved school, and I love working with kids, I also feel like I could be a good teacher. I feel that I have some natural ability towards teaching and by taking classes to become a teacher I will take what I have some talent for a mold it into a strong skill that I can make as my career.
Bah thats all for now. These are wisely crafted answers but what I thought of and wrote off the top of my head. Hopefully just thinking these things though will help me in my interview. SIGH ! WHAT DO YOU THINK???????
What do you know about our school/program? What is your philosophy regarding this profession? Explain a situation in which you had a conflict and how you resolved it. What did you learn? Describe a group project you’ve worked on and what role you took. What are your career goals? How will this program help you achieve these goals? How will you be able to make a contribution to this field? Describe one or two accomplishments. How will you manage your time if you are accepted into the program? What can you offer this program that other applicants cannot? How do you motivate yourself? What questions do you have for us? What concerns you about the (i.e. counseling) profession? Tell me about your last experience (internship, job, volunteer, clinical, practicum, etc.). What was a challenge? What was a contribution you made?
Amanda gossiped at 4:40 PM
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Alrighty, well today I went over to Ross to look for something to wear to my interview at Santa Clara on October the 25th. I picked up this white shirt with black stripes... pretty cute and classic looking if you ask me and only 8 bucks! I have decided against buying a suit because I don't think I need to be that dressed up and I don't really want to buy a suit (a nice one) untill i am back down to my normal size. I am one size bigger than what I normally am.... and so that means I could buy my normal size but then it would be too tight... not good. Or I could buy this size that I am and then it would be too big once I get back down to my normal size. (And I am not even taking about loseing anymore weight than that I am just talking my size of all my clothes that I am having some problems getting into. I can still fit into everything but they are tight... NOT GOOD! Boo I go to the doctor next week so i will get weigh myself then... boo.) Anyways back to the outfit. What do you think? Acutally the sweater vest is a black tank top but I am going to have my mom send my black sweater vest so it is all good. (So you get the idea of what it would look like) I have on my black suit skirt and I do have on flesh colored tights.. going to go get another pair these ones are all dirty and old, but again get the idea. Most of the sites I have read have said to look professional, and I think that this looks professional. Its not a suit, but meh! Anyways I am still open for suggestions, but this is what I think looks good and will be suitable :)
So before Ross I went to the chriopractor. Its pretty awesome becasue my insurance covers it all except my 10 co-pay not too bad! So I am going to go once a week untill I start to get better. My back has been killing me lately and I cant stand it! Ha not use to being in this kind of pain anymore so i dont like it. (not like you ever DO like it ... but i am not use to it!) WHINE! Anywho so they said its mostly just muscle stuff, not really my bones. They still do the spine ajustment but its mostly the massage that they are focusing on. The lady that worked on my back today said that my WHole back is all messed up and tight. And that the stress of school must have been stressing me out (not to mention my backpack) and that now I am not stressed (very true!) and so my back is wigging out. Makes sense to me. So she is going to try to make it better, yippy! So i get this nice heat pad on me for about 15 mins and then a 15 massage and then the ajustment (5 mins). gosh it was hurting so bad when i had the massage today but I wasnt telling her to be more gentle because the more it hurt now the lesss it will hurt later. It must have been really hurting, because when i looked in the mirror later I had eye makeup all over! I must have had tears running down my face! I didnt even know it! Lame! I feel bad for doctors etc because when i am in pain the tears just run out of my eyes. I am not crying, i might not even really be hurting that bad... but down those tears come! I got xrays once and those little things they put in your mouth at the dentist where too big for my mouth and hurt. TEARS like cry! The guy felt SO bad.... but i was like oh no really i am okay. ha! crazyness!
Anyways that is about it for today so far. I ate some pizza and dank a diet coke! wee! I was goign to clean the kitchen this morning but Gwu worked from home. I didnt want him to think that I was only doing it since he was home. ha ha! Look i DO clean. I mean he knows I clean obviously! Ha ha I am probably just being silly old me! So after some studying I am going to get on to cleaning the kitchen. I figured it I clean (deep clean) one room a day each week then I will have a good looking place! M (living room), T (kitchen), W (bathroom), Th(bedroom), F (No clean! ha!). We will see how good this clean plan goes! oooh I am going to go burn my new candle i got ! Pumpkin! wee!
Amanda gossiped at 3:00 PM
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//posted Friday, October 06, 2006
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 So today I went to the chiropractor. They gave me a massage and an aliment. I had never had either, so weird! I massage was surprisingly nice! I always thought it would be awkard and weird but it isnt. Actually my back hurt so much I dont think i cared anymore. So after the massage the dr. came in and do the aliment. Really werid they use their own weight to crack your back and neck. They have you turn on your side and then bend your leg and kind of jump (i am sure it has a more techinal term than that) on you to get it to crack. Really not as awkard as it sounds, but still weird. The dr asked Oh does that feel better? Uh.... not really just weird, didnt hurt but it didnt feel espeically good either. My mom swears by them, but if it doesnt start feeling better than I know that it is my arthritis acting up. (DARN IT!) Anyways the dr. kind of ticked my off because the first thing he asked me was " how do you know you have r. arthritis?" Uh how do you answer that ... becuase I have been diagnosised iwth it and living with it for 6 years. So that was kind of weird... do people normally just say they have r.a. without really knowing. and why would you say RA ..... how would you know what that is without being diagnosised ha. Anyways so i have a follow up appointment on tuesday. I guess we will see how that goes. My back does feel a little better. wee!
Well I also signed up for the next CSET i am going to take, subtest general science 118. Its about astromny, geology and physics. yikes! I hear the results of my bio test on the 16th. uhhh have to wait so long. Its okay though because I dont need my passing scores untill august 2007 when I start student teaching. I also have my interview on the 25th :) Yikes! I have looked up some grad school interview questions and plan to go over. I will probably use this blog to write up the answers to get some feedback on them. I have pretty much decided that I am going to Santa Clara, as long as I get in. I hope I know soon. I wonder if I will know soon after the interview. I don't actually know that the interview is part of the acceptance.... I dont know. I just know you have to do it. It doesnt say you have to do the interview before getting accepted. They say you will know about your acceptance in three weeks. STRESS!
Amanda gossiped at 11:02 AM
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//posted Thursday, October 05, 2006
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 Comments are now enabled! Manda will now get an email when comments are left! I still cant figure out how to get your tittles to work tho.
I think I will add some links now....
~Steph
Amanda gossiped at 8:46 PM
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To Manda Land! I'm 22 and have a degree in Biology. I am applying to grad school to get my masters in teaching.
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